2nd Trimester!

My 2nd trimester start today.  Very thankful that most of my symptoms have done away.  I even slept through the whole night without getting up pee!!! Yippee!! I have gotten most of my energy back I even did a workout that I'm still feeling today.  I'm so glad that this is the easy part most of the time I feel like my old self again.  Tho today I woke up with a bad sore throat but I'm going to the Doc in 4 days so I know that I will be getting something to cure it up.

Physically I'm doing great but emotionally I'm suffering.  Everything hurts my feelings and then makes me sad.  Then I have all this emotional constipation and I know it's not good for the baby.  Its hard to keep everything bottled up inside but no one understands.  I feel like I'm losing my mind, but from what I read that is normal and your mind will not come back until they are out of the house.

I do look forward to my doc appt on the 19th, Finally we will hear a heartbeat and that makes me very happy.  I'm so excited but at the same time scared for this little life, it's what keeps me going.  We have found a place that does ultrasounds for a good price so I will get some extra pictures of my baby.  I can't wait to find out what it is, boy or girl it's killing me.  I never like surprises anyways!  We will find out the first week in July by then I will almost be 20 weeks.  Then I am off to Oregon.

It will be so nice to be around family and very old friends.  I can't wait!  I'm so excited to see everyone and it will be a nice change of scenery.  Oregon in the summer is nice but I do need to start braving the cold cause Korea will be harsh in the winter!  3 months in Oregon will fly by so fast actually this whole year is going by so fast, I wonder what the next few months or next year has in store for me.  I will be praying about it!